November 3, 2007:

My message, as "description," for this video was, "uhhh..let's just say, Easy Does It,"

Whatever low-point I was feeling, entered "crash" phase. While putting this one together I was re-evaluating my life. Truth told, I was NOT drinking, or using drugs, at this time. What was "killing me," was "being alone."

There's a huge difference between being alone and loneliness.
Somewhere, between these two ways of being you can find self-esteem and peace, waiting to emerge from grief.